Saturday, October 3, 2009

Losing myself...

3rd Oct..5 35 Pm, on the steps at landscape pinto park... waiting for friends to arrive...as I am locked out.
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I lead multiple lives…
All those lives, important for me, in their own ways
What you see is of me is not always what you get..
Somewhere I feign more than I mean,
‘cos what I see matters..
somewhere I pine for more and yet not tell,
‘cos what I am seen as, matters…
With some others, I am there, much of myself often times,
On some moments, even with them , I am just pretending..
I sometimes lose myself in these lives,
But they’re so precious.. the loss seems worthwhile..

2 comments:

  1. "‘cos what I am seen as, matters…"...Does it??...more so... should it??...Being is like pretending??!!

    I hope you have not been leading a double life, pretending to be wicked and being good all the time. That would be hypocrisy. ;) :)

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  2. hey!!!.....i cd c...i had missed these posts...uve gotten deep into urself, as much u hv connected with the world...

    whenever u dont get trapped by this fast world..u produce these gems..u must write more..bring out into the open...the multitude of nuanced stories that u hv stored inside

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